Life in the Hands of Spirit

Written by Tayria Ward on November 11, 2010

There are a number of issues in my life right now that I feel are beyond what my little mind, comprehension and ego can possibly get a handle on. They are part of a trajectory in the universe that escapes any sense I might have of how to guide or control them. So I have felt the need to surrender and say to spirit, “This is for you. I’m in your hands. I’m going to trust you in this. It is beyond me.” Generally that attitude is somewhat normal in my life, but right now there seem to be more specific calls toward it.

I remember years ago reading the story of an Irish saint, Saint Kevin. He set his little boat out onto the lake without a rudder or an oar, trusting nature, wind, angels and spirits to take him to where he was meant to go. For some reason this story has often inspired me. It takes courage and intention to let go in such ways and allow bigger forces to be completely in charge. Ego is control oriented and self-protective; it has no place in this kind of adventure.

There is a time and a season for everything. When the time comes to pull in the rudder and throw away the oars, I ask the blessings of St. Kevin to be with you in your journey.