Being Specific

Written by Tayria Ward on October 12, 2010

I recently told the Universe that I want to be useful, I would like to useful in the causes closest to your heart and mine; thinking I don’t want to waste away over here in a little eddy of my own making or incompetence. I am realizing that the universe

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Dislocation

Written by Tayria Ward on October 12, 2010

I forgot to write last night, which is unusual. Actually I thought about it so many times that I must have finally thought I did it. I had to check this morning.

I’m readying myself to be at a conference this week that I am assisting with, lists of things both

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Temple and Me

Written by Tayria Ward on October 10, 2010

I read Temple Grandin’s Animals in Translation this past summer and was extremely moved by it. I just now finished watching HBO’s movie about her. She is an autistic woman who had the right kind of support and encouragement in her life, as well as spirit and intelligence, to become

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Dammit

Written by Tayria Ward on October 9, 2010

I have had a day of so many things. Arghhhh. Late afternoon I went for a walk and went to find Hannah, my 3-year-old neighbor who delights and fascinates me endlessly. We played for awhile and she said, in the middle of all of her playful antics, “Watch me say ‘dammit.’”

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Buckminster Fuller and the Dymaxion Car

Written by Tayria Ward on October 8, 2010

Tonight I got a link from a friend telling me that a British man has just re-built Buckminster Fuller’s design for a Dymaxion Car. Bucky was a scientist, philospher and seer who died in the early 1980’s. He was a friend of my father’s and one of the most important

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Stars

Written by Tayria Ward on October 8, 2010

Just walked down the road to my mailbox at 2:00 a.m. Stars! A clear, crisp night of stars like you will never see anywhere near an urban environment. Stars are the most stabilizing forces we have in this wild world of change. I remember as a child looking out the

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Living Fire

Written by Tayria Ward on October 7, 2010

Cold weather is back to the mountain, and I have been living with the fire as my heat source every day. Last winter was one of the harshest ever in these mountains, and certainly the harshest of my life. For weeks it was just me, my dog and the fire

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Dreams and Tarot

Written by Tayria Ward on October 5, 2010

Many years ago, once upon a time, I had a dream of a person I had never heard of named Angeles Arrien. I wrote her name in my dream journal and thought it must be a metaphor or story about angels. I kept playing with the words in my head.

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Trees

Written by Tayria Ward on October 4, 2010

A painting entitled Trees by Wislawa Kwiatkowska, paintings of the Goddess’s of Poland. Check her out. She sees.
http://campus.udayton.edu/mary/polishexhibit.html


Myth and Meaning

Written by Tayria Ward on October 3, 2010

Through experience I find what I believe is the core problem of depression – a loss of meaning. In depression, meaning seems drained out of existence; there it all is – color, sound, smell, beauty, love, life all around and in front of you – so what? It is just

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